I DID NOT GET DRUNK!!! :DDD

(oh dear, i shall try not to post for the next few days ><)

i didn't plan to blog, but somehow i'm here haha :)

today i got a nice nice present & i'm reallyyyyyyy happy with it :) &&, today's sermon was pretty good! i like haha. the speaker was this really funny missionary, and He made me think. about future haha. like, maybe like also what one of the devotions mrs sim gave not too long ago. we should let God decide our future, not we deciding and then just presenting it to Him. yeah. i think missions is pretty cool. haven't been on one yet but i would like to, if i have the chance ((: i wonder when and how, but then again, thats up to God to decide yup. gah, the books that they were selling at the courtyard there looked really cool & inspiring but i didn't manage to buy. no money, no time, too crowded, family waiting at the car already :/ when i gott he money and i know where they're selling it, i shall invest my money into it hehe. OR, i gladly welcome sponsership hahahaha.

ah, i wanna watch rush hour 3 x) and i don't wanna watch some wuliao yellow show. and i have a supporter. jieyi! :DDD anyway, that show scares me heh. i am no loser. that show is loser, not me okayyy.


you know, i just know, that something good's gna come out of this. & i realize why God made me go through all these. maybe it was just to get to know people better :) and i'm really happy for the opportunity. (:

oh, i demand for all the handbellers, sec1-3 who has to reply me via email go READ YOUR EMAIL NOW. terrible people. i send so long ago & i only got like.. 3replies?

i feel like getting songs from huiying now, thus i shall. she has nice songs from her church hahaha :D


there can be miracles, when you believe. <3

THE DAY THE RAINS CAME (in my house -.-)
oh cool so this is where the SOURCE of our near drowning (okay fine i'm exaggerating heh) came from.

*this post was suppose to be posted yesterday, but then blogger was screwed up so yes.


HAPPY (120th) BIRTHDAY MG! <3

haha, feel kinda sad thinking of the day when WE'LL be the graduates. o.O its scary haha. why are we leaving mg so soon!

anyway service wasn't too bad. it was quite manageable? except for the part monica started singing before everyone.. HAHAHHA DON'T EVER DO THAT AGAIN because tiffany has big issues trying to stop laughing. and its really bad when we're suppose to be singing a HYMN and we're in front of the vips and everyone. oh yes & if anyone wants to know why the procession took so long, just know, that some dear vip was ultra smart thats all hahaha. pieces were all okay, just that i blanked out during Bless This School whoops. & my not 100% clear eyesight didn't really help. neither the score being kinda small helped too. but HYMN TO JOY. i'm surprised, but i think i'm gna miss it. i think we played really well :) so yay to everyone. except for coughcoughisabelcough. so happily played a flat instead of a natural?

and of course our dearest seniors came up and demanded to know who played the wrong note. it was fun seeing laoda/salada/sandra, laoer/jane/friendly rubbish bin & krystle the weird girl again! no yunjing & jinhui awww :( mrs aw said that the sec4s have officially retired. now THAT'S sad :( i can't believe that we're gna be the leading members. plus, in one year's time thats the end for us too. sigh, handbells has been always more than a cca to me sigggh.

anyway! so AFTER FOUNDER'S DAY.
i concluded:

lipin & i are the smartest people in the world when it comes to travelling around Singapore.
lipin does not eat her veggies :(
taking pictures around marina sq like swakoo tourists can be very fun :D
the floating platform thingy for NDP is COOL :D
its quite easy to trick dear diane ong heh.
I LOVE SEATS
walking from esplanade to clarkquay is farrrr.
there's a small boat that goes round collecting rubbish in the river how cool :)
the merlion is under contruction
The Central seriously sucks in locating toilets & giving directions for them urgh
lipin is mean, cos she made me climb the inhuman staircase when there was an escalator happily rolling behind the steps at the mrt station >:(
i owe lipin ALOT of money
i was a pig today. (i kept eating & eating nonstop today! :/ )
can't rmb what else

HAHAHA READ THIS!

lipin: sighhhhhh. you better remember to pluck the switch in
tiffany: HAHAH. I THOUGHT ITS PLUG
lipin: OOOOOPS

& we now have a funny video, that was unintentionally funny :D

oh i met SUM SORK SING on the bus when i was on my way home! and that smart kid got on the taka busstop, and then got off at the wisma one -.-


& now, my energy is VERY low. must we really go back to school tml?


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i am such a loser when it comes to physics hur.

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HAPPY FOUNDER'S DAY EVE! :D



oh dear, its founder's day tml! how fasttt! well i'm pretty excited for it actually, besides the fact that WE'RE POSTLUDE. & that seriously sucks. & somemore today when it was our turn to play ms kon & dunno who? i think the pastor was arguing over something. -.- like hellooo we weait for so long & then you suddenly start arguing. and then some vip was SUPER TALLLL. we couldn't really see ms tsien for school song & then we panicked ahahah. then ms tsien figured out that she couldn't see us either so thank goodness just before we played our first note she came more to the front.

& TODAY I RAN FOR MY LIFE.

hahaha before you start thinking of SOMETHING ELSE, i was running away from MONICA. cos that woman wanted to massage me. & that, is seriously the last thing you should do to me. so we ran pass all the sec3 classes and into 3S screaming all the way. i bet the 381902830 sec3s outside thought we were some mad insane people ahahhaa.

during handbells, i figured out that i had to go down and get the outburst of joy and come, now is the time to worship scores cus we were practicing in the hall. therefore started my 8910381902 trip from hall to storeroom & back again. cos had no key, so go back. and then went with ms sim to general office and then to storeroom then back to hall. plus, we had to make a detour the 2nd time cos i think ms sim dosen't really fancy stepping around colourful paper thats lying all over the steps.

RUIJUN, GET WELL SOON! well, if you don't come tml, then i think everyone would be HIGHLY AMUSED. especially the teachers i guess? or maybe everyone lah. hahaha.
& then after handbells i just walked down really fast cos I HAD TO GO DOWN REALLY FAST. haha.

oh & before handbells petty, monica & i felt extremely freee so we went to the library to play computer and then we went to watch MOVIE! :D LEFT BEHIND. i haven't watched it for a really long time, but its still cool. haha, plus we watched it on the big screen. so it was 3 of us in one big room watching the show. too bad we didn't get to finish it :/ maybe next week no meeting again then we'll go library again whee :D

i can't really think of anything else we did today. i like days like this even though the rehersal was kinda boring at times. chinese was manageble. so the only sian thing was emaths haha. oh right and then i fell asleep on the floor during ss as ms chia was at bowling. and i put my chinese textbook over my face so that when i sleep, the words (that was gna be tested for tingxie the following lesson) can still be transmitted to my brain. but some people, decided that they were too free and thus started throwing things at me >:( like erasers, pens and i don't know what else. horrible people. tsk.

DEAR 3S, I JUST REALIZED HOW MESSY OUR CLASS IS. & WE'RE SUPPOSE TO CLEAN IT UP FOR FOUNDER'S DAY!

& i'm missing you all so much again. when will i ever see you both again?

WE'RE SEEING LAODA & GANG TML! hahaha yes missed them! i wonder if yunjing's gna hop up the stage.. seeing that she injured her knee not too long ago x)

there are no impossible cases.

amen.


& i knew that was so just for me. thank you Lord (:

tiffany got revival :D

& just i picked myself up, someone fell. so now i really know why all the more it was for me


PS: if you didn't go for ym today, it was your loss :D it was seriously good and funny. plus seeing so many new but familar faces in ym was ultra nice and funny. rachel tang's one was the best! hahaha

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i used to like that song, but now i dont anymore. everytime it plays, i just mute my sound? why? i'm not sure why too. cos it reminds me of something so cold. it reminds me of the not nice stuff. okay i'm weird, but whatever. haha. people need to cheer me up :) going out with people for lunch today was fun (: thats the nice thing about handbells, cos we're one cool group that can just alk nonsense all the time :D & even if there's any hard feelings, it gets washed off really quickly.

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i just heard fighter planes fly past our house, & its my first time hearing it. (its at marina bay for the first time i guess) & i feel sad :(

because i wanna go watch the ndp, whether its preview or what. badly. bah.

& because of my sister's annnoyingg prelims we probably can't go watch the fireworks as well. double bah

so i'm gna hear fighter planes every saturday that has previews from now onwards?

thats VERY sad :(


i'll stand.

school has been quite fun, cos there's no more test. or at least for now hahhaa. or maybe it isn't that fun, cos we're short of one person in school. ): oh well, COME BACK SOON! (: we miss you alot! evil girl, get to go KL while we die of boredom in school! oh but gel was nice :D

so anyway, we because of certain ahem reason suddenly decided that names starting with S was cool. plus, we're 3S hahahhaa. so we all came up with this :D

Sharis (charis)
Sipin (lipin)
Sieyi (jieyi)
Sork ying (yorkying)
Sivya (divya)
Slarissa (clarissa)
Siffany (tiffany:D)
Sherie (cherie)
Sarah (sarah)

hahahah so yes with great joy we figured out that cherie and sarah wouldn't make any difference.

then i think yesterday, when sorkying decided to squeeze with clare and i during chinese, she suddenly shouted this out

SUM SORK SING! :DDDD (lam york ying, with great smiles hahahah!)

HAHAHAH. then we got ultra high. thus we also came up with this

Sharis San (charis fan)
Sg SiSin (ng lipin)
Sheng SieSi (cheng jieyi)
SUM SORK SING
Slarissa Soo (clarissa loo)
Siffany Seo (tiffany teo)
Sherie Sim (cherie sim)
Sarah Soon (sarah soon)

so again with great joy cherie and sarah still does not have any change. and jieyi and yy's one is the funniest! jieyi's one sounds like less learning (sheng xue xi :D) just saying it in short tongue lang ahahahah.

so anyway, i suddenly became veryvery obsessed with hole punching and sticking reinforcement rings again! :DDDD whoohooo i loveee holepunching! therefore, 3S is lucky cos they get free hole punching services (preferbly during eng HAHAH) yupyup & so i did diane & cheryl's worksheet yay! a bit of nerd and clemence one and DIVYA AHHH. your file, still have term 2 stuff! i have yet to finish it, still halfway.. if you still have your term 1 stuff inside.. TSKTSKTSK.

oh, botb2 now. all the best SUM SORK SING & band:D!

yeah and today was the last lesson for the sec4s. for handbells i mean. i'm saddd, cos i see myself like that in one year time ): hmm, but now even mrs aw agrees that dear rui and monica are mad people hahhahahaha. i shall not comment on what they did during practice hahah. we shall get you nice nice presents for farewell alright! i'm SURE you'll love it hahahahha :D

gel today was nice! the most entertaining i think. well naturally hahahha. and it was good publicity :D so if anyone wants to see more, come down to MY CHURCH this SUNDAY! :D cos they're COMING! plus the pastor from youth alive yay! gail, faye, charmaine, isabel, hopefully glenda & priscilla are/can come. then we can go out and eattt hahahha :D pre founder's day celebrations haha.

my juniors are funny people hahaha. love you guys plenty, just need to learn how to have more discipline alriggghhhht :D

i want my yami yoghurt ))): and today the weirdest thing happened aft dinner. i did NOT drink any hot stuff, neither was my food burning hot. but the tip of my tongue is kinda scalded. either that or some of it came of eww sounds gross. but it hurts ):

okay i better go watch my dif4. i realize my mummy is catching up really quick o.O

although i'm currently being deprived of sleep, i am suddenly motivated to post hahaha.

to personONE
everytime when i go to school, the first thing i look at when i reach class is to stare at that table. and then, when i see, my heart just drops. but then again, it can't affect me. so yeah, sigh. i don't know why, but everytime when i read your posts, i keep thinking that i see my name somewhere there, but then it turned out to be a word that so happened to have the two letter TI together somewhere. sigh, maybe thats how much i miss you.
you know how much more i wish to say, but somehow i don't dare to. in case i get shot back with weird answers, or maybe, i'm afraid that you won't talk.
just come back to school will you? at least we can be assured that you're safe for that number of hours.

to personTWO
i hope you're getting along alright :) cheer up, and yes by God's grace, you'll heal! things will work out i believe. as you said, its just a matter of time. so yeahhh, jiayou yes yes! i support you :D i'm sorry though, for whatever happened once again. i know this is not my first time apologizing, haha but ya. sorry!

to personTHREE
thank you so much, once again, for the care and concern :) you know how much i missed you. no valentines day present this year gahhh. haha but its alright:D just that it was nice knowing that you were praying there and encouraging even though you didn't exactly know what was going on.

to personFOUR
good for you that you didn't become smart today:DDD &, no no i was not cursed today hahahaha.

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look at us by nathan hartono is not bad :D its sweet and nice haha. and yes i believe that tying ribbons for the food meant for founder's day is addictive! too bad i had to leave at 3. somemore, my mummy only came at 3.15-.- oh well, i hope you two did a lot more! 2500 is a lot O.O hopefully we managed to clear a lot more? :)

therefore i warn the whole wide world that you better not throw away the wonderful food in front of me, or just rip off the ribbons like that. i will cry. haha i think lipin and charis will cry even more though :D

mrs noah's arc tml! whooohooo i am excited :D cos it means i go out at night yay! and and, nlp go okay! charis and i already going so you go too ((((: and jieyi toooooo. anyone wants to come too come too! cus the more the merrier :D


someone needs to get me high for a long period of time again. hahaha.

i like outburst of joy. the tune is niceee, and my notes are fun whoohoo. :D its such a relieve compared to hymn to joy. i rather play our SYF pieces for founder's day actually gah. so anyway, the lucky people who will get to hear outburst of joy is... lucky! :D because not everyone will get to hear it eh. oh well, i shall stop commenting about our performance here =)

hahhahahah :)

tonight is ss night, oh sigh.

NO MORE PHYSICS & GEOG TEST FOR LONGGG TIME! :DDD



i am happy, because they are over. let me slack for one day or so, and then it'll be back to the EOYS marathon.



the whole world should thank me :D because I MADE NGLIPIN RUNNNNN DOWN THE SLOPE, UP THE OVERHEAD BRIDGE, DOWN AGAIN AND ALL THE WAY TO THE BUS STOP! :DDDDD i bet she reached there in less than 3min ahahaha. because she decided that she wanted to beat me this time. i always beat her in reaching the busstop ahaha. so we ran and ran. but anyway, she's disqualified for foul play, keep pulling my bag >:( so ya, I'M STILL THE WINNER AHHAAHAHAH.



physics & geog was alright :) just that i could hae gotten the dumbdumb last physics qs correct. its such a mess, cos i keep cancelling my workings. and one of them was actually right -.- pfft. byebye 3marks. oh well, i hope i don't disappoint myself, BETTER BE PASSING IT. geog too. though i think my oxbow lakes looks like octupus!



after school was fun :D we started talking a lot. and oh we saw the mrs noah's arc set! its nice nice! i wanna go for mrs noah's arc but no one go with me ): sadddd. yeah then we talked about a lot of stuff, including the days back in primary school. how pai i was and all x) and oh the p5 days HAHAHAH. i didn't know we had THAT much crap happenings. like all the issues with amanda lin, grace's bribing methods, and HAHAHA THE DEBORAH VOMITTING ONE. apparently deborah vomited while answering a qs and then lipin & sarah (who were sitting at the back of class) were sent to get tissue. and they smartly just pulled toilet paper from the toilet all the way to 5.4 which was the nearest class to the toilet..you know where the ccmc room is. ya the art room toilet x)



oh wait now lipin the smart kid is locked out of her house -.- and the first thing she said on the phone was "tiffany i am sooo bored!" and i'm like "?!?!??!"



so ANYWAY, it was hilarious cos you could see this line of toilet paper coming from the back door all the way into 5.4. hahahahaahahahahah. yeah and goodness knows what other nonsense we did back then. and then in p6 it was fun too hahaha. sigh, those were nice days when not handing homework was not really your loss, and you could understand whatever was happening in class without revising (with the exception of science hahha). carefree days, good fun :)



of course, there was the serious side of things today, but oh well :)



i've gotta thank many wonderful people who's been giving me the entertainment, the laughs, the concern, the encouragement, and all the funny crap haha :D thank all of you so much (:

& to you, your sms made my day :) thank you plenty! :D

i think, we all need to laugh more cos its healthy, smile more real smiles and jiayou.

yeah, each and everyone one of us =)



next week, i shall show pictures of someone who's my number one fan :DDDD. and i shall eventually blog about the raining incident. for now, its DIF4 whooohooo i have been waiting since like school started to continue watching for a whileeee! :D

you'll never really know what's been going on. why? because there's been loopholes everywhere. whatever we say, you'll just make some nonsense reply. you know how much my heart has been wanting to help, how much my eyes have wanted to see you happy, picking yourself up, how much my brains have wanted to tell me that "she's alright again, everything's gna be okay", how much my voice has wanted to go up there and speak. you said, we're suppose to understand each other better. what ever happened to that?

i want to say a whole lot more, but i think i shan't here.

love you always, thats one thing for sure. but you've gotta face facts, and cooperate right?? it takes two hands to clap, i'm sure such a brilliant girl like you know that. sigh, i shall just shut up now.

anyway i don't even think you'll see this.

CAME TO MY RESCUE
Falling on my knees in worship
Giving all I am to seek your face
Lord all I am is yours

My whole life
I place in your hands
God of Mercy
Humbled I bow down
In your presence at your throne

I called you answered
And you came to my rescue and I
I wanna be where you are

In my life be lifted high
In our world be lifted high
In our love be lifted high



lets just say, this is how i feel now? or something like that. yeah, trust God cus God is good all the time and all the time God is good :)

i think i should just go sleep now. hopefully tml will be a better day =)

THE JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH

yes that was what i was singing the whole time on the way home today. & it helps. knowing that my God is there with me, beside me, in my heart all the time gives the assurance and faith. for faith is the hope and assurance in whatever it is to come. taken from 2 Timothy chp 11 i think? haha i can't rmb now :/ but somewhere there lah.

didn't expect things to turn out this way :/ but here's one very clear point. whatever has happened has happened. stop regretting. whoever that says its their fault, even if it is, it has happened. you can't just keep blaming yourself or others. there's always a new day, and though we may never know what will happen tml, one thing you know is that God is always there, everytime, and everywhere. 24/7. He never sleeps rmb? haha.

i'm sorry for er breaking down today. couldn't help it. no there's nothing wrong with me. just that when i see sad people i feel so much for them. so the only way is for EVERYONE to be normal again. understand? each and everyone of you. where's the happy 3S? rmb, we're 3SANE, not 3INSANE. that one, leave it to 3I haahaha. that smart smart class! haha.

thanks so much to jieyi :) i really envy you for keeping your cool! hahaha, shall keep my cool too from nowonwards (: i promised myself that i'll be strong, can't afford you guys having to worry about one more person haha. okay not worry, but be concerned. and to clemence and clarissa too for being concerned, thanks (:

so to my dearest 3S, let not whatever happened today affect you. trust in the Lord God always, He's always there you know. you just need to trust &amp; obey (: &&&, don't go spreading around news okayyy. we've got enough news circulating the whole level :/

this song kept ringing in my head the whole day today. until i started singing the joy of the Lord is my strength haha. i think i posted this before, but its ultra meaningful, and i'll like every single 3S girl to read it. (:

PEOPLE NEED THE LORD
Everyday they pass me by,
I can see it in their eye.
Empty people filled with care,
Headed who knows where?

On they go through private pain,
Living fear to fear.
Laughter hides their silent cries,
Only Jesus hears.

People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize -- people need the Lord?

We are called to take His light
To a world where wrong seems right.
What would be too great a cost
For sharing Life with one who's lost?

Through His love our hearts can feel
All the grief they bear.
They must hear the Words of Life
Only we can share.

People need the Lord, people need the Lord
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize that we must give our lives,
For people need the Lord.
People need the Lord.

speaks a lot dosen't it? very very true too. oh wells.

on a lighter note...

I PASSED MY AMATHS TEST PRETTY WELL! :D (i really thought i was going to get a 0, but God was good, cos i got the results when i was pretttyy down hahaha :D)

&&&

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JANE/LAOER! :DDDD
yay! one year older. tsktsk. so old. 3more years to the big two oh! hahaha, take care girl, and rmb of tiffany always hahahah <3

today's swim thingy was actually quite interesting (: acjc's spirit awes me hahaha. if only mg can be like that too! and oh when the acjc swimmers all jumped into the pool, it was ultra funny because the captain was holding the ac flag and when it nearly went under water with the swimmers, the whole acjc just screamed "WATCH THE FLAGGGGG!" or something like that. but it was like all in unison x) hahahaha. and then i was the only idiot mg girl standing there because mrs chan chased the rest off already and i had to wait there was our dear photographers lipin and joanne whose bags was still there. but cheering together with all the ac schools was fun :D and then when charis, diviya, jie, grace, maween, daniella & yy started posing with our fav peace sign to that lipin and joanne could take a picture of us from the other end of the complex hahaa :D

sigh, the fun times. we should have more of it haha!

(my tagboard is deaddd! poor thing :/)

urgh chemmy test tml, but actually it gets quite interesting when you get the hang of it.

maybe mole concept isn't so bad.

(no it actually gets very bad when lipin goes "whats 6 x 10^23 for?" and i can just faint because i've explained that 8390128390times to her ><. whats more its the easiest thing lahhh)

(:

anyway, I'VE GOTTA SCORE TML. i've got very good reasons to do so. firstly, i naturally should. secondly, i've studied ultra hard for it. thirdly, i can take anymore disappointments for my CA3. its already screwed up, can't screw up anymore. chinese is madness i am so disappointed in myself ): amaths i comfirmed dieded already ): and thats bad. very bad. therefore, i have to score well tml :) and i know my stuff. lets hope i don't blank out tml. haha, better not man.

&& i wish you were here, i miss you

i shall blog less often from nowonwards. EOYS is no joke, the marathon started last week. apparently we start in late sept? O.O thats depressing.

i shall comment nothing on what happened today, esp that. because i have nothing to say to you.

i realized something, yest was en's birthday. ahahahhaa. therefore, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DAY DEAR GIRL. YOU'RE 13 NOW :D BE GOOD ALRIGHT :DDD

& to another you; my pick is 2872! :D either that or 2844 hahaha THATS THE END OF THE STORY NO MORE PICKING! :DD (oh i just realized that those are new numbers hahaha:D)

i'm not suppose to blog, but yeah, here i am :D

this few days has been a rollarcoaster ride. i keep thinking that it happened so long time ago, but actually it was just two days ago. wow, two days. so many stuff.

whatever it is, i've sorted out my thoughts. i think, i know how to face people. i hope everything will be okay on monday. but yup, don't worry about me, i'm fine =) in fact i'm quite happy now haha.

i'm sorry if i yelled at you, didn't seem to understand you. i dunno lah, its just that when i saw two points of view i didn't know how to choose. and i was really confused yest, not knowing what to feel. you know how terrible it is when you can't comprehend what you're feeling? to anyone else actually, for any misunderstandings, if i got onto your nerves.

thanks jieyi for the concern =)
& to monica too for having spare smses to talk nonsense with me :)

but whatever negative feelings it WAS, its all over now. i assure you. i'm perfectly happy now so you needn't worry about me. i'm happy because there was a phone call, i was given a chance to listen, something that i wanted to do for a very long time. yeah and a promise is a promise yup? =) i know, by God's grace, He'll pull me through, He'll pull you, us through :)

its been not only a rollarcoaster ride, but an amazing one.

<3


oh and friday was an amusing day. i meant after school friday hahaha. i only can say, we wrote a nice msg to 1E, how nice of us ;D

plus, did anyone say that buying 4D is bad? well picking up numbers for 4D is VERY BAD too tsktsktsktsk.

i have nothing to say but


MY GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD :D


thank you so much!
thank you for the amazing trust i had in me today
thank you for encouraging us somehow
thank you for the verses
thank you that everything's okay
thank you for miracles

basically, everything was by God's grace and i'm happy. but tired haha. plus mr seow was so weird today :/ hahhaha.

NGLIPIN BEFORE WE GO MARKET WE MUST DO BIBLE STUDY I DON'T CAREEEE OKAY :D

yesterday and today i wanted to say alot of things, but i'm not sure if i can rmb all now :)

but i shall try. and i'm sorry, but i'm gna be pretty direct.


please, don't. you're no trouble. its just a concern for a dear friend. its horrible to see another wasted life like that. i've seen enough of lives being wasted, either by death or attitude its the same. but yeah, don't add to the list. be a sucessful one can?

okay so maybe i haven't been through what you've been through, but one thing i know is that.. you've come up till now. 15years. or maybe less. you've survived. and you're gna give up now? i'm sorry to say, but that dosen't speak very highly of you. i want to think of you as the girl who has been so brave and courageous to face facts and yeah. look, if you can emerge from this stronger, you'll definately be a finer character than anyone else at your age. it has been painful, i can imagine. but there's something called forgive and forget. you're the one controlling your mind, no one else. you can either choose to forgive and forget, or you can hold on to the horrible memories. its not that easy yeah, but it can be done.

so, you want to end it all. and then? i don't know if today's devotions went through your mind. but yup, so whats gna happen after that? can you garuntee a better life after that? no more pain or sorrows? happiness forever? now who told you that? who has garunteed you?

you say you can't do it on your own anymore. you wonder who's your hope. i cantell you one thing: CHRIST. believe, why can't you? i've seen people who have been so rebelious towards the religon but their hearts change after a while, and you never know how happy am i for them. i want to feel the same way for you. you made me wait for 3years.. and you want my wait to never have a stop? or, have stop knowing that what i wish for the very most for the past three years just end like that? i'm being very honest here. i've never said this to anyone except for a dear friend so yeah, appreciate this, me typing it out here. actually i don't care anymore, its time you know what has been happening.

so yeah, i am anon. its no one else but me. i don't know why but i like being anon. so, why can't you give yourself a chance? give Christ a chance? do you know that He has been waiting beside you all the time, waiting for you to just cast all your burdens to Him. its been tiring yeah, doing, fighting this battle on your own. don't you think its rather silly, to be struggling there while there's actually someone there beside you waiting for you to cast the burdens. its really such a relief you know.

maybe my stuff isn't that bad as yours. but take PASSIONE as an example. haha if you don't know, the concert was really screwed. we just couldn't get so many pieces right, the bass wasn't playing correctly, everyone was just so mad and tired, many felt like giving up. for myself, as a senior too, i was really tired and everything just seemed to bleak. we weren't even prepared last thursday lah. you know how freaky is that. whats more with the pressure of SCGS being better than us. but the very moment i said "okay Lord, i'll just cast everything, the whole of passione into your hands, whatever happens is your will and i'll just trust" and really, it felt like a whole load of burden fell off me. and by God's grace our practice amazingly went nearly perfect the very next day. and of course, even though to the audience scgs might have seemed like better, we were truly satisfied with ourselves. to me, PASSIONE was a test of faith and endurance. for you, i am certain, that God's calling out to you now, He's been waiting.. for 15years too. i only responded 13years later, and i really want you to respond too. i don't know how, but there's this inward joy that keeps wanting to burst out.

although your past may have affected you a lot, as i said you can choose to slowly not rmb it. plus, you can concentrate on the happy things. give yourself a goal. sure you may have failed to accomplish your previous goals.. then that gives you a new and fresh start to another goal. come on, we'll always give you our fullest support :) you have never been a burden, just a very strong concern and we really want the best for you. i don't want another death. i've had enough of hearing people die. what's more, you're my friend. all the more i don't want you to die. and i want you to experience the goodness of life with Christ with you by your side before you die.

what's your purpose in life? well i know for mine is to seek, serve and follow Christ and to learn.


let my top wish be finally answered, and, i wanna see you in school tml. i'm waiting. and i believe, that everything's gna be okay. and you have to believe that too. you'll always be in my prayers :)

i hope you read this.


btw lipin, i realized we haven't been doing Bible study :/ start tml? in the physics lab hahahaha

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mood: anticlimax haha.

i don't know, nothing exciting happening :/ maybe except for founder's day but thats not very fun haha. and YEAH conference. well the only good thing is that we won't have gel on friday, but that dosen't bother me. oh we're gna play for tharman at ulu pandan cc. now i wonder what piece we're going to play. but thats like in september. so ya, nothing nice going on. plus the 23819208309tests we're gna have next week.. no actually its 3 haha. so this place shall go slightly stagnant? not like a lot of people come here anyway =)

anyway, before i zhao to study amaths and read the pig book, here's a pretty errr matured song? haha sounds kinda weird, but i think the tune is nice and the words in a way are meaningful :)

(okay there's this file error so here's the link )

I'VE NEVER BEEN TO ME
Hey lady, you lady
cursing at your life
you're a discontented mother
and a regimented wife
I have no doubt
you dream about the things you never do
but I wish someone had talked to me like I wanna talk to you

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
Took the hand of a preacher man
and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces
Because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...

Please lady please lady
don't just walk away
Cause I have this need to tell you
why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me
still living in your eyes
won't you share a part
of a weary heart that has lived a million lives

Oh, I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece
when I sipped champagne on a yacht
I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo
and showed them what I've got
I've been undressed by kings
and I've seen some things that a woman ain't s'pose to see
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...

Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie
a fantasy we created about people and places
as we like them to be
but you know what truth is?
it's that little baby you're holding
and it's that man you fought with this morning
the same one you are gonna make love to tonight
that's truth that's love

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children
that might have made me complete
but I, I took the sweet life
I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I spent my life exploring
the subtle whoring
that costs too much to be free
hey lady I've been to paradise
but I've never been to me...

I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...

yeah after analyzing it for a very long time (fine i know i'm slow :P) i figured out that it points one thing out very clearly: make the right decisions. you'll never know when you're regret - deeply. yeah when life's at the crossroads, we've gotta make our own decisions, to choose between right and wrong, between fun and hardship, and whatever you choose, you'll be responsible for your own actions :) plus treasure what you have and don't be discontented. kinda reminds me of the chinese compre test about "hui tou" haha which i think i died for. but oh wells, i think i did the best i could do?

whatever it is, i like the tune of this song wheeee.

PASSIONE:D

loved<3

maybe audience didn't find it that nice. but from a mghandbeller2007, i say that this is the best performance we have ever given. i guess out journey together has been bittersweet. we fell many times, struggled to pick ourselves, had success, fell again but nonetheless picked ourselves up and here we are for the better.

unlike handbellchoir2006 which was smiles all the way.. maybe except for opening ceramony. haha, i think both years has been great in different aspects. its just pretty sad that mghandbellchoir2007's gna end real soon. hm well at least we ended it with a blast right?

okay so anyway, the day started off with chionging of tingxie and having tuition. whatever. then rushed off for the carnival. hahahaha 3/4 of the time was spent looking for the tennis courts :P we so so couldn't find it. hahahaha. because monica had to find her brother. but apparently her we still couldn't find her brother there. as usual, we ended up buying food hah. for breakfast. and then we started wondering why can't barker just give us some of their facilities then it won't be so easy to get lost and we'll all be happy.

rushed home and finally monica lee can understand why my mummy always picks me up from school. because its farr! actually not for me anymore, but for people who climb it for the first time would find it very tiring. (now i'm wondering, maybe cherry will take 30min hahaha!)

showered, then went to school. oh wait we found out that there wasn't enough lunch for monica, huiying and i so we drove through macs. went to school and ate, then volunteered to wash the drink dispenser. started persuading the pri school to take somemore of the juice (which was actually diluted), with me at the side reminding them to do toilet first before leaving haha. apparently it was the leftover from the DSA talk? yeah then we started on the task of washing the big thing. and the pri school girls found it so interesting they just crowded around us watching us wash? yupyup then after that we had to carry it into the staffroom! and then because ms sim forgot to bring her card, she had to call the only other two people who were in the staffroom :P

ms sim: (on the phone) hellooo ms cheonggg. i errr forgot to bring my key (sheepish smile) can you help me open the door pleassse?
monica: (bangs on the door even though ms sim said not to hahaha)
ms sim: hahahahahahahahahaha (okay she just started laughing really badly on the phone, and we all just stare at her)

and while she was still laughing,


BOOM.


okay that was the door. it was opened really violently by ms or and i was standing behind the door :/ scary. but then you see tiffany has very fast reaction so its okay :)

brought the thing in. and the dining table area is so nice and cosy :D i like. anyone would like it i think haha.

went down to find that all the stuff was already at the concourse. found the sandra and company and now sandra's new name is SALADA! :D funny. hahaha. rui and moni came up with that name. its sandra and laoda combined together hahhaha.

went ultra high in the bus. huihui the senior who is er 4years my senior i think? started talking and talking to us. first time see laoda, or may i say, salada kena bullied. so interesting haha. yes and then as usual, the things that all past and present mg girls can automatically talk about is about teachers :D and huihui was telling us about how laoshi chased her around the esplanade to put more blusher which she dosen't like i think? hahaha. and then the JC people started talking about the differences between huachong and NJ which was really funny toooo.

reached SCH. okay i'm really sorry to any scgs handbeller who comes here, but yeah. but scgs was really, REALLY xiaojie. everyone MUST take lift (while like half of us had to climb the stairs) and they only can do things when the teacher tells them (while ms sim, laoshi and laoshi happily all disappear to dunno where leaving us alone haha) okay so we're more independent than them :D and then after the whole thing it was really obvious, they difference between a scgs girl and a mg girl. scgs girls. they were just whispering to themselves and really shy, while mg girls just can't stop talking and getting high :D cedar wasn't much different from us, except that we're probably more mad than them hahaha. and they have A LOT of people. so does scgs.

had full dress, then dinner. okay so mghandbellchoir2007 was promised FRIED RICE WITH CHICKEN AND EGG AND SAUSAGE. & mg alumnae choir was promised BEEHOON. but what did everyone get? mac chicken without mayo and veggie. poor burger, so naked. had to put in our own mayo. and obviously that didn't fill tiffany's stomach :( but anyway, while i was hungry some dear sec2s were sad with the fact that the mac chicken had 13g of fat -.-

and then cherry started her nonsense. okay her nonsense was continuous. so yeah. from the reason why she dosen't want to go to NJ to how to find out whether she's happy or not

finally, the concert. for some reason everyone was freaking out backstage even though we were more or less prepared. and the funniest thing was that the people who were freaking out the most wasn't even playing the first piece. and so we were hugging each other and squeezing each other's hands? and jinhui/ahma was there flapping her arms telling us to relax. and the way she flapped and walked past the whole choir was really funny.

so overall everything was okay! :D cherry played really well for balm! yay. and williamtell was okay though my spasm can be better. i had no time to work it up :( and hungarian hahaha, i think i anyhow played for that anyhow part. but at least i didn't look like i was constipating for the spasm part yay :D

so we got high high again during the intermission! :D while stand by scgs kept looking at me and apparently i look like their ex chair? YAY I KNOW I AM SO POPULAR AHAHAHAHHA. but that was very weird. and the petty started molesting people o.O and rui and monica started being a train, in anticipation for choochoo. and i got so jealous of our sec4 photographers because they looked sooo comfortable in SCHOOL SHOES & SCHOOL UNIFORM x(

then syf songs. when the lights boomed on, WAH. i need not elaborate further. just ask any sec3 handbeller except for priscilla. but SYF PIECES WERE REALLY NICE! the nicest we ever played. the mart for the last note of shiny steps, char joanne and my marts for choochoo, and mrs aw did her part really well x) though the whole choir was literally laughing outloud on stage before and after she did it hahahahhaa. oh well, promise kept. :D

then scgs, cedar and alumnae. seeing alumnae play feels kinda sad cos i wanna play with them too! but anyway, their pieces were really good too. at least very good for a less than 7practices? somemore it was never full attendance. yup:D

ended with mass ringing, and YAY CHERRY WE DIDN'T SCREW UP! :DDDD though once again i seriously literally dived in to get the E3 :P


and then while waiting for the bus, we sang happy birthday song to cherie yay. happy birthday dear girl! :D



and then it all ended. and that's really sad ):


well what i learnt from all these? a lot of things actually. perseverance, teamwork, learning more about my juniors :D and discovering how mad they actually are, the sec4s ARE really leaving ):, and many more too i guess. one impt thing though too is that i guess i improved a lot? i wouldn't be able to play williamtell and hungarian last year, but i can now, so thats improving right? skills and all, yup and watching out a lot more for mrs aw and dynamics, putting more feel into the piece and all. and of course, learning to trust God in whatever circumstances :)

so here's a well done to everyone :D ah, you can see the well done stuff on the handbells blog haha.


yes and here's a thank you too to all the people who took the time to come down to watch! only during the first song did i realize that there were THAT many people i know watching. yes a special thank you especially to cheryl who still came in the end =))))) really didn't expect you to turn up! and david who rushed down after the barker carnival. didn't really expect you to be there as well haha. and i'm sorry i didn't see you! oh well, now we're quits cos you didn't see me at the carnival too though i walked past you manymany times at the tennis courts :P

and then to the oh so very distracting people (>_>), jasmine, simon and adena, lesley and antie grace:D, caroline, yan, family, ms or and ms cheong, er now i can't remember who else. oh yes jenny! :D wow your hair has grown hahaha. and she said i looked cute? errrrr. but anyway thanks so much for taking the time to come down! (((((: you're 20 now is it? or 19? haha i can't remember. but it was great fun in Japan with you :D i still remember when the handbellchoir06 gathered in your cool room to practice cos it had the cool light bulb!

now, ineed to start revising my homework and start on end year exams because of something. yeah and there's holiday tml whoohooo.


missing passione already ): and pictures will be up when i upload and get them! :D

Tiffany
Hello! This blog is basically the rambling records of almost the whole of my secondary school life, and although i've moved on to LJ, i'm keeping this here as it is (: After graduating from MG (with lovely friendships made and pleasures shared<3), I'm currently studying in Ngee Ann Polytechnic doing Child Psychology & Early Education! Life has become more exciting than ever before, because Christ, the author and perfector of our faith, our Perfect Love, has set the higher purpose and calling for me to discover. As a result, faith and hope is rising, and my prayer is that everyone else will find the conviction to say this too one day. With this, I rejoice with all my heart, for it is through Christ I can do all things! (Phillipians 4:13)

Oh and yes, I am uniquely specially sane :D

I DID NOT GET DRUNK!!! :DDD

(oh dear, i shall try not to post for the next few days ><)

i didn't plan to blog, but somehow i'm here haha :)

today i got a nice nice present & i'm reallyyyyyyy happy with it :) &&, today's sermon was pretty good! i like haha. the speaker was this really funny missionary, and He made me think. about future haha. like, maybe like also what one of the devotions mrs sim gave not too long ago. we should let God decide our future, not we deciding and then just presenting it to Him. yeah. i think missions is pretty cool. haven't been on one yet but i would like to, if i have the chance ((: i wonder when and how, but then again, thats up to God to decide yup. gah, the books that they were selling at the courtyard there looked really cool & inspiring but i didn't manage to buy. no money, no time, too crowded, family waiting at the car already :/ when i gott he money and i know where they're selling it, i shall invest my money into it hehe. OR, i gladly welcome sponsership hahahaha.

ah, i wanna watch rush hour 3 x) and i don't wanna watch some wuliao yellow show. and i have a supporter. jieyi! :DDD anyway, that show scares me heh. i am no loser. that show is loser, not me okayyy.


you know, i just know, that something good's gna come out of this. & i realize why God made me go through all these. maybe it was just to get to know people better :) and i'm really happy for the opportunity. (:

oh, i demand for all the handbellers, sec1-3 who has to reply me via email go READ YOUR EMAIL NOW. terrible people. i send so long ago & i only got like.. 3replies?

i feel like getting songs from huiying now, thus i shall. she has nice songs from her church hahaha :D


there can be miracles, when you believe. <3

THE DAY THE RAINS CAME (in my house -.-)
oh cool so this is where the SOURCE of our near drowning (okay fine i'm exaggerating heh) came from.

*this post was suppose to be posted yesterday, but then blogger was screwed up so yes.


HAPPY (120th) BIRTHDAY MG! <3

haha, feel kinda sad thinking of the day when WE'LL be the graduates. o.O its scary haha. why are we leaving mg so soon!

anyway service wasn't too bad. it was quite manageable? except for the part monica started singing before everyone.. HAHAHHA DON'T EVER DO THAT AGAIN because tiffany has big issues trying to stop laughing. and its really bad when we're suppose to be singing a HYMN and we're in front of the vips and everyone. oh yes & if anyone wants to know why the procession took so long, just know, that some dear vip was ultra smart thats all hahaha. pieces were all okay, just that i blanked out during Bless This School whoops. & my not 100% clear eyesight didn't really help. neither the score being kinda small helped too. but HYMN TO JOY. i'm surprised, but i think i'm gna miss it. i think we played really well :) so yay to everyone. except for coughcoughisabelcough. so happily played a flat instead of a natural?

and of course our dearest seniors came up and demanded to know who played the wrong note. it was fun seeing laoda/salada/sandra, laoer/jane/friendly rubbish bin & krystle the weird girl again! no yunjing & jinhui awww :( mrs aw said that the sec4s have officially retired. now THAT'S sad :( i can't believe that we're gna be the leading members. plus, in one year's time thats the end for us too. sigh, handbells has been always more than a cca to me sigggh.

anyway! so AFTER FOUNDER'S DAY.
i concluded:

lipin & i are the smartest people in the world when it comes to travelling around Singapore.
lipin does not eat her veggies :(
taking pictures around marina sq like swakoo tourists can be very fun :D
the floating platform thingy for NDP is COOL :D
its quite easy to trick dear diane ong heh.
I LOVE SEATS
walking from esplanade to clarkquay is farrrr.
there's a small boat that goes round collecting rubbish in the river how cool :)
the merlion is under contruction
The Central seriously sucks in locating toilets & giving directions for them urgh
lipin is mean, cos she made me climb the inhuman staircase when there was an escalator happily rolling behind the steps at the mrt station >:(
i owe lipin ALOT of money
i was a pig today. (i kept eating & eating nonstop today! :/ )
can't rmb what else

HAHAHA READ THIS!

lipin: sighhhhhh. you better remember to pluck the switch in
tiffany: HAHAH. I THOUGHT ITS PLUG
lipin: OOOOOPS

& we now have a funny video, that was unintentionally funny :D

oh i met SUM SORK SING on the bus when i was on my way home! and that smart kid got on the taka busstop, and then got off at the wisma one -.-


& now, my energy is VERY low. must we really go back to school tml?


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i am such a loser when it comes to physics hur.

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HAPPY FOUNDER'S DAY EVE! :D



oh dear, its founder's day tml! how fasttt! well i'm pretty excited for it actually, besides the fact that WE'RE POSTLUDE. & that seriously sucks. & somemore today when it was our turn to play ms kon & dunno who? i think the pastor was arguing over something. -.- like hellooo we weait for so long & then you suddenly start arguing. and then some vip was SUPER TALLLL. we couldn't really see ms tsien for school song & then we panicked ahahah. then ms tsien figured out that she couldn't see us either so thank goodness just before we played our first note she came more to the front.

& TODAY I RAN FOR MY LIFE.

hahaha before you start thinking of SOMETHING ELSE, i was running away from MONICA. cos that woman wanted to massage me. & that, is seriously the last thing you should do to me. so we ran pass all the sec3 classes and into 3S screaming all the way. i bet the 381902830 sec3s outside thought we were some mad insane people ahahhaa.

during handbells, i figured out that i had to go down and get the outburst of joy and come, now is the time to worship scores cus we were practicing in the hall. therefore started my 8910381902 trip from hall to storeroom & back again. cos had no key, so go back. and then went with ms sim to general office and then to storeroom then back to hall. plus, we had to make a detour the 2nd time cos i think ms sim dosen't really fancy stepping around colourful paper thats lying all over the steps.

RUIJUN, GET WELL SOON! well, if you don't come tml, then i think everyone would be HIGHLY AMUSED. especially the teachers i guess? or maybe everyone lah. hahaha.
& then after handbells i just walked down really fast cos I HAD TO GO DOWN REALLY FAST. haha.

oh & before handbells petty, monica & i felt extremely freee so we went to the library to play computer and then we went to watch MOVIE! :D LEFT BEHIND. i haven't watched it for a really long time, but its still cool. haha, plus we watched it on the big screen. so it was 3 of us in one big room watching the show. too bad we didn't get to finish it :/ maybe next week no meeting again then we'll go library again whee :D

i can't really think of anything else we did today. i like days like this even though the rehersal was kinda boring at times. chinese was manageble. so the only sian thing was emaths haha. oh right and then i fell asleep on the floor during ss as ms chia was at bowling. and i put my chinese textbook over my face so that when i sleep, the words (that was gna be tested for tingxie the following lesson) can still be transmitted to my brain. but some people, decided that they were too free and thus started throwing things at me >:( like erasers, pens and i don't know what else. horrible people. tsk.

DEAR 3S, I JUST REALIZED HOW MESSY OUR CLASS IS. & WE'RE SUPPOSE TO CLEAN IT UP FOR FOUNDER'S DAY!

& i'm missing you all so much again. when will i ever see you both again?

WE'RE SEEING LAODA & GANG TML! hahaha yes missed them! i wonder if yunjing's gna hop up the stage.. seeing that she injured her knee not too long ago x)

there are no impossible cases.

amen.


& i knew that was so just for me. thank you Lord (:

tiffany got revival :D

& just i picked myself up, someone fell. so now i really know why all the more it was for me


PS: if you didn't go for ym today, it was your loss :D it was seriously good and funny. plus seeing so many new but familar faces in ym was ultra nice and funny. rachel tang's one was the best! hahaha

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i used to like that song, but now i dont anymore. everytime it plays, i just mute my sound? why? i'm not sure why too. cos it reminds me of something so cold. it reminds me of the not nice stuff. okay i'm weird, but whatever. haha. people need to cheer me up :) going out with people for lunch today was fun (: thats the nice thing about handbells, cos we're one cool group that can just alk nonsense all the time :D & even if there's any hard feelings, it gets washed off really quickly.

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i just heard fighter planes fly past our house, & its my first time hearing it. (its at marina bay for the first time i guess) & i feel sad :(

because i wanna go watch the ndp, whether its preview or what. badly. bah.

& because of my sister's annnoyingg prelims we probably can't go watch the fireworks as well. double bah

so i'm gna hear fighter planes every saturday that has previews from now onwards?

thats VERY sad :(


i'll stand.

school has been quite fun, cos there's no more test. or at least for now hahhaa. or maybe it isn't that fun, cos we're short of one person in school. ): oh well, COME BACK SOON! (: we miss you alot! evil girl, get to go KL while we die of boredom in school! oh but gel was nice :D

so anyway, we because of certain ahem reason suddenly decided that names starting with S was cool. plus, we're 3S hahahhaa. so we all came up with this :D

Sharis (charis)
Sipin (lipin)
Sieyi (jieyi)
Sork ying (yorkying)
Sivya (divya)
Slarissa (clarissa)
Siffany (tiffany:D)
Sherie (cherie)
Sarah (sarah)

hahahah so yes with great joy we figured out that cherie and sarah wouldn't make any difference.

then i think yesterday, when sorkying decided to squeeze with clare and i during chinese, she suddenly shouted this out

SUM SORK SING! :DDDD (lam york ying, with great smiles hahahah!)

HAHAHAH. then we got ultra high. thus we also came up with this

Sharis San (charis fan)
Sg SiSin (ng lipin)
Sheng SieSi (cheng jieyi)
SUM SORK SING
Slarissa Soo (clarissa loo)
Siffany Seo (tiffany teo)
Sherie Sim (cherie sim)
Sarah Soon (sarah soon)

so again with great joy cherie and sarah still does not have any change. and jieyi and yy's one is the funniest! jieyi's one sounds like less learning (sheng xue xi :D) just saying it in short tongue lang ahahahah.

so anyway, i suddenly became veryvery obsessed with hole punching and sticking reinforcement rings again! :DDDD whoohooo i loveee holepunching! therefore, 3S is lucky cos they get free hole punching services (preferbly during eng HAHAH) yupyup & so i did diane & cheryl's worksheet yay! a bit of nerd and clemence one and DIVYA AHHH. your file, still have term 2 stuff! i have yet to finish it, still halfway.. if you still have your term 1 stuff inside.. TSKTSKTSK.

oh, botb2 now. all the best SUM SORK SING & band:D!

yeah and today was the last lesson for the sec4s. for handbells i mean. i'm saddd, cos i see myself like that in one year time ): hmm, but now even mrs aw agrees that dear rui and monica are mad people hahhahahaha. i shall not comment on what they did during practice hahah. we shall get you nice nice presents for farewell alright! i'm SURE you'll love it hahahahha :D

gel today was nice! the most entertaining i think. well naturally hahahha. and it was good publicity :D so if anyone wants to see more, come down to MY CHURCH this SUNDAY! :D cos they're COMING! plus the pastor from youth alive yay! gail, faye, charmaine, isabel, hopefully glenda & priscilla are/can come. then we can go out and eattt hahahha :D pre founder's day celebrations haha.

my juniors are funny people hahaha. love you guys plenty, just need to learn how to have more discipline alriggghhhht :D

i want my yami yoghurt ))): and today the weirdest thing happened aft dinner. i did NOT drink any hot stuff, neither was my food burning hot. but the tip of my tongue is kinda scalded. either that or some of it came of eww sounds gross. but it hurts ):

okay i better go watch my dif4. i realize my mummy is catching up really quick o.O

although i'm currently being deprived of sleep, i am suddenly motivated to post hahaha.

to personONE
everytime when i go to school, the first thing i look at when i reach class is to stare at that table. and then, when i see, my heart just drops. but then again, it can't affect me. so yeah, sigh. i don't know why, but everytime when i read your posts, i keep thinking that i see my name somewhere there, but then it turned out to be a word that so happened to have the two letter TI together somewhere. sigh, maybe thats how much i miss you.
you know how much more i wish to say, but somehow i don't dare to. in case i get shot back with weird answers, or maybe, i'm afraid that you won't talk.
just come back to school will you? at least we can be assured that you're safe for that number of hours.

to personTWO
i hope you're getting along alright :) cheer up, and yes by God's grace, you'll heal! things will work out i believe. as you said, its just a matter of time. so yeahhh, jiayou yes yes! i support you :D i'm sorry though, for whatever happened once again. i know this is not my first time apologizing, haha but ya. sorry!

to personTHREE
thank you so much, once again, for the care and concern :) you know how much i missed you. no valentines day present this year gahhh. haha but its alright:D just that it was nice knowing that you were praying there and encouraging even though you didn't exactly know what was going on.

to personFOUR
good for you that you didn't become smart today:DDD &, no no i was not cursed today hahahaha.

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look at us by nathan hartono is not bad :D its sweet and nice haha. and yes i believe that tying ribbons for the food meant for founder's day is addictive! too bad i had to leave at 3. somemore, my mummy only came at 3.15-.- oh well, i hope you two did a lot more! 2500 is a lot O.O hopefully we managed to clear a lot more? :)

therefore i warn the whole wide world that you better not throw away the wonderful food in front of me, or just rip off the ribbons like that. i will cry. haha i think lipin and charis will cry even more though :D

mrs noah's arc tml! whooohooo i am excited :D cos it means i go out at night yay! and and, nlp go okay! charis and i already going so you go too ((((: and jieyi toooooo. anyone wants to come too come too! cus the more the merrier :D


someone needs to get me high for a long period of time again. hahaha.

i like outburst of joy. the tune is niceee, and my notes are fun whoohoo. :D its such a relieve compared to hymn to joy. i rather play our SYF pieces for founder's day actually gah. so anyway, the lucky people who will get to hear outburst of joy is... lucky! :D because not everyone will get to hear it eh. oh well, i shall stop commenting about our performance here =)

hahhahahah :)

tonight is ss night, oh sigh.

NO MORE PHYSICS & GEOG TEST FOR LONGGG TIME! :DDD



i am happy, because they are over. let me slack for one day or so, and then it'll be back to the EOYS marathon.



the whole world should thank me :D because I MADE NGLIPIN RUNNNNN DOWN THE SLOPE, UP THE OVERHEAD BRIDGE, DOWN AGAIN AND ALL THE WAY TO THE BUS STOP! :DDDDD i bet she reached there in less than 3min ahahaha. because she decided that she wanted to beat me this time. i always beat her in reaching the busstop ahaha. so we ran and ran. but anyway, she's disqualified for foul play, keep pulling my bag >:( so ya, I'M STILL THE WINNER AHHAAHAHAH.



physics & geog was alright :) just that i could hae gotten the dumbdumb last physics qs correct. its such a mess, cos i keep cancelling my workings. and one of them was actually right -.- pfft. byebye 3marks. oh well, i hope i don't disappoint myself, BETTER BE PASSING IT. geog too. though i think my oxbow lakes looks like octupus!



after school was fun :D we started talking a lot. and oh we saw the mrs noah's arc set! its nice nice! i wanna go for mrs noah's arc but no one go with me ): sadddd. yeah then we talked about a lot of stuff, including the days back in primary school. how pai i was and all x) and oh the p5 days HAHAHAH. i didn't know we had THAT much crap happenings. like all the issues with amanda lin, grace's bribing methods, and HAHAHA THE DEBORAH VOMITTING ONE. apparently deborah vomited while answering a qs and then lipin & sarah (who were sitting at the back of class) were sent to get tissue. and they smartly just pulled toilet paper from the toilet all the way to 5.4 which was the nearest class to the toilet..you know where the ccmc room is. ya the art room toilet x)



oh wait now lipin the smart kid is locked out of her house -.- and the first thing she said on the phone was "tiffany i am sooo bored!" and i'm like "?!?!??!"



so ANYWAY, it was hilarious cos you could see this line of toilet paper coming from the back door all the way into 5.4. hahahahaahahahahah. yeah and goodness knows what other nonsense we did back then. and then in p6 it was fun too hahaha. sigh, those were nice days when not handing homework was not really your loss, and you could understand whatever was happening in class without revising (with the exception of science hahha). carefree days, good fun :)



of course, there was the serious side of things today, but oh well :)



i've gotta thank many wonderful people who's been giving me the entertainment, the laughs, the concern, the encouragement, and all the funny crap haha :D thank all of you so much (:

& to you, your sms made my day :) thank you plenty! :D

i think, we all need to laugh more cos its healthy, smile more real smiles and jiayou.

yeah, each and everyone one of us =)



next week, i shall show pictures of someone who's my number one fan :DDDD. and i shall eventually blog about the raining incident. for now, its DIF4 whooohooo i have been waiting since like school started to continue watching for a whileeee! :D

you'll never really know what's been going on. why? because there's been loopholes everywhere. whatever we say, you'll just make some nonsense reply. you know how much my heart has been wanting to help, how much my eyes have wanted to see you happy, picking yourself up, how much my brains have wanted to tell me that "she's alright again, everything's gna be okay", how much my voice has wanted to go up there and speak. you said, we're suppose to understand each other better. what ever happened to that?

i want to say a whole lot more, but i think i shan't here.

love you always, thats one thing for sure. but you've gotta face facts, and cooperate right?? it takes two hands to clap, i'm sure such a brilliant girl like you know that. sigh, i shall just shut up now.

anyway i don't even think you'll see this.

CAME TO MY RESCUE
Falling on my knees in worship
Giving all I am to seek your face
Lord all I am is yours

My whole life
I place in your hands
God of Mercy
Humbled I bow down
In your presence at your throne

I called you answered
And you came to my rescue and I
I wanna be where you are

In my life be lifted high
In our world be lifted high
In our love be lifted high



lets just say, this is how i feel now? or something like that. yeah, trust God cus God is good all the time and all the time God is good :)

i think i should just go sleep now. hopefully tml will be a better day =)

THE JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH

yes that was what i was singing the whole time on the way home today. & it helps. knowing that my God is there with me, beside me, in my heart all the time gives the assurance and faith. for faith is the hope and assurance in whatever it is to come. taken from 2 Timothy chp 11 i think? haha i can't rmb now :/ but somewhere there lah.

didn't expect things to turn out this way :/ but here's one very clear point. whatever has happened has happened. stop regretting. whoever that says its their fault, even if it is, it has happened. you can't just keep blaming yourself or others. there's always a new day, and though we may never know what will happen tml, one thing you know is that God is always there, everytime, and everywhere. 24/7. He never sleeps rmb? haha.

i'm sorry for er breaking down today. couldn't help it. no there's nothing wrong with me. just that when i see sad people i feel so much for them. so the only way is for EVERYONE to be normal again. understand? each and everyone of you. where's the happy 3S? rmb, we're 3SANE, not 3INSANE. that one, leave it to 3I haahaha. that smart smart class! haha.

thanks so much to jieyi :) i really envy you for keeping your cool! hahaha, shall keep my cool too from nowonwards (: i promised myself that i'll be strong, can't afford you guys having to worry about one more person haha. okay not worry, but be concerned. and to clemence and clarissa too for being concerned, thanks (:

so to my dearest 3S, let not whatever happened today affect you. trust in the Lord God always, He's always there you know. you just need to trust &amp; obey (: &&&, don't go spreading around news okayyy. we've got enough news circulating the whole level :/

this song kept ringing in my head the whole day today. until i started singing the joy of the Lord is my strength haha. i think i posted this before, but its ultra meaningful, and i'll like every single 3S girl to read it. (:

PEOPLE NEED THE LORD
Everyday they pass me by,
I can see it in their eye.
Empty people filled with care,
Headed who knows where?

On they go through private pain,
Living fear to fear.
Laughter hides their silent cries,
Only Jesus hears.

People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize -- people need the Lord?

We are called to take His light
To a world where wrong seems right.
What would be too great a cost
For sharing Life with one who's lost?

Through His love our hearts can feel
All the grief they bear.
They must hear the Words of Life
Only we can share.

People need the Lord, people need the Lord
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize that we must give our lives,
For people need the Lord.
People need the Lord.

speaks a lot dosen't it? very very true too. oh wells.

on a lighter note...

I PASSED MY AMATHS TEST PRETTY WELL! :D (i really thought i was going to get a 0, but God was good, cos i got the results when i was pretttyy down hahaha :D)

&&&

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JANE/LAOER! :DDDD
yay! one year older. tsktsk. so old. 3more years to the big two oh! hahaha, take care girl, and rmb of tiffany always hahahah <3

today's swim thingy was actually quite interesting (: acjc's spirit awes me hahaha. if only mg can be like that too! and oh when the acjc swimmers all jumped into the pool, it was ultra funny because the captain was holding the ac flag and when it nearly went under water with the swimmers, the whole acjc just screamed "WATCH THE FLAGGGGG!" or something like that. but it was like all in unison x) hahahaha. and then i was the only idiot mg girl standing there because mrs chan chased the rest off already and i had to wait there was our dear photographers lipin and joanne whose bags was still there. but cheering together with all the ac schools was fun :D and then when charis, diviya, jie, grace, maween, daniella & yy started posing with our fav peace sign to that lipin and joanne could take a picture of us from the other end of the complex hahaa :D

sigh, the fun times. we should have more of it haha!

(my tagboard is deaddd! poor thing :/)

urgh chemmy test tml, but actually it gets quite interesting when you get the hang of it.

maybe mole concept isn't so bad.

(no it actually gets very bad when lipin goes "whats 6 x 10^23 for?" and i can just faint because i've explained that 8390128390times to her ><. whats more its the easiest thing lahhh)

(:

anyway, I'VE GOTTA SCORE TML. i've got very good reasons to do so. firstly, i naturally should. secondly, i've studied ultra hard for it. thirdly, i can take anymore disappointments for my CA3. its already screwed up, can't screw up anymore. chinese is madness i am so disappointed in myself ): amaths i comfirmed dieded already ): and thats bad. very bad. therefore, i have to score well tml :) and i know my stuff. lets hope i don't blank out tml. haha, better not man.

&& i wish you were here, i miss you

i shall blog less often from nowonwards. EOYS is no joke, the marathon started last week. apparently we start in late sept? O.O thats depressing.

i shall comment nothing on what happened today, esp that. because i have nothing to say to you.

i realized something, yest was en's birthday. ahahahhaa. therefore, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DAY DEAR GIRL. YOU'RE 13 NOW :D BE GOOD ALRIGHT :DDD

& to another you; my pick is 2872! :D either that or 2844 hahaha THATS THE END OF THE STORY NO MORE PICKING! :DD (oh i just realized that those are new numbers hahaha:D)

i'm not suppose to blog, but yeah, here i am :D

this few days has been a rollarcoaster ride. i keep thinking that it happened so long time ago, but actually it was just two days ago. wow, two days. so many stuff.

whatever it is, i've sorted out my thoughts. i think, i know how to face people. i hope everything will be okay on monday. but yup, don't worry about me, i'm fine =) in fact i'm quite happy now haha.

i'm sorry if i yelled at you, didn't seem to understand you. i dunno lah, its just that when i saw two points of view i didn't know how to choose. and i was really confused yest, not knowing what to feel. you know how terrible it is when you can't comprehend what you're feeling? to anyone else actually, for any misunderstandings, if i got onto your nerves.

thanks jieyi for the concern =)
& to monica too for having spare smses to talk nonsense with me :)

but whatever negative feelings it WAS, its all over now. i assure you. i'm perfectly happy now so you needn't worry about me. i'm happy because there was a phone call, i was given a chance to listen, something that i wanted to do for a very long time. yeah and a promise is a promise yup? =) i know, by God's grace, He'll pull me through, He'll pull you, us through :)

its been not only a rollarcoaster ride, but an amazing one.

<3


oh and friday was an amusing day. i meant after school friday hahaha. i only can say, we wrote a nice msg to 1E, how nice of us ;D

plus, did anyone say that buying 4D is bad? well picking up numbers for 4D is VERY BAD too tsktsktsktsk.

i have nothing to say but


MY GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD :D


thank you so much!
thank you for the amazing trust i had in me today
thank you for encouraging us somehow
thank you for the verses
thank you that everything's okay
thank you for miracles

basically, everything was by God's grace and i'm happy. but tired haha. plus mr seow was so weird today :/ hahhaha.

NGLIPIN BEFORE WE GO MARKET WE MUST DO BIBLE STUDY I DON'T CAREEEE OKAY :D

yesterday and today i wanted to say alot of things, but i'm not sure if i can rmb all now :)

but i shall try. and i'm sorry, but i'm gna be pretty direct.


please, don't. you're no trouble. its just a concern for a dear friend. its horrible to see another wasted life like that. i've seen enough of lives being wasted, either by death or attitude its the same. but yeah, don't add to the list. be a sucessful one can?

okay so maybe i haven't been through what you've been through, but one thing i know is that.. you've come up till now. 15years. or maybe less. you've survived. and you're gna give up now? i'm sorry to say, but that dosen't speak very highly of you. i want to think of you as the girl who has been so brave and courageous to face facts and yeah. look, if you can emerge from this stronger, you'll definately be a finer character than anyone else at your age. it has been painful, i can imagine. but there's something called forgive and forget. you're the one controlling your mind, no one else. you can either choose to forgive and forget, or you can hold on to the horrible memories. its not that easy yeah, but it can be done.

so, you want to end it all. and then? i don't know if today's devotions went through your mind. but yup, so whats gna happen after that? can you garuntee a better life after that? no more pain or sorrows? happiness forever? now who told you that? who has garunteed you?

you say you can't do it on your own anymore. you wonder who's your hope. i cantell you one thing: CHRIST. believe, why can't you? i've seen people who have been so rebelious towards the religon but their hearts change after a while, and you never know how happy am i for them. i want to feel the same way for you. you made me wait for 3years.. and you want my wait to never have a stop? or, have stop knowing that what i wish for the very most for the past three years just end like that? i'm being very honest here. i've never said this to anyone except for a dear friend so yeah, appreciate this, me typing it out here. actually i don't care anymore, its time you know what has been happening.

so yeah, i am anon. its no one else but me. i don't know why but i like being anon. so, why can't you give yourself a chance? give Christ a chance? do you know that He has been waiting beside you all the time, waiting for you to just cast all your burdens to Him. its been tiring yeah, doing, fighting this battle on your own. don't you think its rather silly, to be struggling there while there's actually someone there beside you waiting for you to cast the burdens. its really such a relief you know.

maybe my stuff isn't that bad as yours. but take PASSIONE as an example. haha if you don't know, the concert was really screwed. we just couldn't get so many pieces right, the bass wasn't playing correctly, everyone was just so mad and tired, many felt like giving up. for myself, as a senior too, i was really tired and everything just seemed to bleak. we weren't even prepared last thursday lah. you know how freaky is that. whats more with the pressure of SCGS being better than us. but the very moment i said "okay Lord, i'll just cast everything, the whole of passione into your hands, whatever happens is your will and i'll just trust" and really, it felt like a whole load of burden fell off me. and by God's grace our practice amazingly went nearly perfect the very next day. and of course, even though to the audience scgs might have seemed like better, we were truly satisfied with ourselves. to me, PASSIONE was a test of faith and endurance. for you, i am certain, that God's calling out to you now, He's been waiting.. for 15years too. i only responded 13years later, and i really want you to respond too. i don't know how, but there's this inward joy that keeps wanting to burst out.

although your past may have affected you a lot, as i said you can choose to slowly not rmb it. plus, you can concentrate on the happy things. give yourself a goal. sure you may have failed to accomplish your previous goals.. then that gives you a new and fresh start to another goal. come on, we'll always give you our fullest support :) you have never been a burden, just a very strong concern and we really want the best for you. i don't want another death. i've had enough of hearing people die. what's more, you're my friend. all the more i don't want you to die. and i want you to experience the goodness of life with Christ with you by your side before you die.

what's your purpose in life? well i know for mine is to seek, serve and follow Christ and to learn.


let my top wish be finally answered, and, i wanna see you in school tml. i'm waiting. and i believe, that everything's gna be okay. and you have to believe that too. you'll always be in my prayers :)

i hope you read this.


btw lipin, i realized we haven't been doing Bible study :/ start tml? in the physics lab hahahaha

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mood: anticlimax haha.

i don't know, nothing exciting happening :/ maybe except for founder's day but thats not very fun haha. and YEAH conference. well the only good thing is that we won't have gel on friday, but that dosen't bother me. oh we're gna play for tharman at ulu pandan cc. now i wonder what piece we're going to play. but thats like in september. so ya, nothing nice going on. plus the 23819208309tests we're gna have next week.. no actually its 3 haha. so this place shall go slightly stagnant? not like a lot of people come here anyway =)

anyway, before i zhao to study amaths and read the pig book, here's a pretty errr matured song? haha sounds kinda weird, but i think the tune is nice and the words in a way are meaningful :)

(okay there's this file error so here's the link )

I'VE NEVER BEEN TO ME
Hey lady, you lady
cursing at your life
you're a discontented mother
and a regimented wife
I have no doubt
you dream about the things you never do
but I wish someone had talked to me like I wanna talk to you

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
Took the hand of a preacher man
and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces
Because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...

Please lady please lady
don't just walk away
Cause I have this need to tell you
why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me
still living in your eyes
won't you share a part
of a weary heart that has lived a million lives

Oh, I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece
when I sipped champagne on a yacht
I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo
and showed them what I've got
I've been undressed by kings
and I've seen some things that a woman ain't s'pose to see
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...

Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie
a fantasy we created about people and places
as we like them to be
but you know what truth is?
it's that little baby you're holding
and it's that man you fought with this morning
the same one you are gonna make love to tonight
that's truth that's love

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children
that might have made me complete
but I, I took the sweet life
I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I spent my life exploring
the subtle whoring
that costs too much to be free
hey lady I've been to paradise
but I've never been to me...

I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...

yeah after analyzing it for a very long time (fine i know i'm slow :P) i figured out that it points one thing out very clearly: make the right decisions. you'll never know when you're regret - deeply. yeah when life's at the crossroads, we've gotta make our own decisions, to choose between right and wrong, between fun and hardship, and whatever you choose, you'll be responsible for your own actions :) plus treasure what you have and don't be discontented. kinda reminds me of the chinese compre test about "hui tou" haha which i think i died for. but oh wells, i think i did the best i could do?

whatever it is, i like the tune of this song wheeee.

PASSIONE:D

loved<3

maybe audience didn't find it that nice. but from a mghandbeller2007, i say that this is the best performance we have ever given. i guess out journey together has been bittersweet. we fell many times, struggled to pick ourselves, had success, fell again but nonetheless picked ourselves up and here we are for the better.

unlike handbellchoir2006 which was smiles all the way.. maybe except for opening ceramony. haha, i think both years has been great in different aspects. its just pretty sad that mghandbellchoir2007's gna end real soon. hm well at least we ended it with a blast right?

okay so anyway, the day started off with chionging of tingxie and having tuition. whatever. then rushed off for the carnival. hahahaha 3/4 of the time was spent looking for the tennis courts :P we so so couldn't find it. hahahaha. because monica had to find her brother. but apparently her we still couldn't find her brother there. as usual, we ended up buying food hah. for breakfast. and then we started wondering why can't barker just give us some of their facilities then it won't be so easy to get lost and we'll all be happy.

rushed home and finally monica lee can understand why my mummy always picks me up from school. because its farr! actually not for me anymore, but for people who climb it for the first time would find it very tiring. (now i'm wondering, maybe cherry will take 30min hahaha!)

showered, then went to school. oh wait we found out that there wasn't enough lunch for monica, huiying and i so we drove through macs. went to school and ate, then volunteered to wash the drink dispenser. started persuading the pri school to take somemore of the juice (which was actually diluted), with me at the side reminding them to do toilet first before leaving haha. apparently it was the leftover from the DSA talk? yeah then we started on the task of washing the big thing. and the pri school girls found it so interesting they just crowded around us watching us wash? yupyup then after that we had to carry it into the staffroom! and then because ms sim forgot to bring her card, she had to call the only other two people who were in the staffroom :P

ms sim: (on the phone) hellooo ms cheonggg. i errr forgot to bring my key (sheepish smile) can you help me open the door pleassse?
monica: (bangs on the door even though ms sim said not to hahaha)
ms sim: hahahahahahahahahaha (okay she just started laughing really badly on the phone, and we all just stare at her)

and while she was still laughing,


BOOM.


okay that was the door. it was opened really violently by ms or and i was standing behind the door :/ scary. but then you see tiffany has very fast reaction so its okay :)

brought the thing in. and the dining table area is so nice and cosy :D i like. anyone would like it i think haha.

went down to find that all the stuff was already at the concourse. found the sandra and company and now sandra's new name is SALADA! :D funny. hahaha. rui and moni came up with that name. its sandra and laoda combined together hahhaha.

went ultra high in the bus. huihui the senior who is er 4years my senior i think? started talking and talking to us. first time see laoda, or may i say, salada kena bullied. so interesting haha. yes and then as usual, the things that all past and present mg girls can automatically talk about is about teachers :D and huihui was telling us about how laoshi chased her around the esplanade to put more blusher which she dosen't like i think? hahaha. and then the JC people started talking about the differences between huachong and NJ which was really funny toooo.

reached SCH. okay i'm really sorry to any scgs handbeller who comes here, but yeah. but scgs was really, REALLY xiaojie. everyone MUST take lift (while like half of us had to climb the stairs) and they only can do things when the teacher tells them (while ms sim, laoshi and laoshi happily all disappear to dunno where leaving us alone haha) okay so we're more independent than them :D and then after the whole thing it was really obvious, they difference between a scgs girl and a mg girl. scgs girls. they were just whispering to themselves and really shy, while mg girls just can't stop talking and getting high :D cedar wasn't much different from us, except that we're probably more mad than them hahaha. and they have A LOT of people. so does scgs.

had full dress, then dinner. okay so mghandbellchoir2007 was promised FRIED RICE WITH CHICKEN AND EGG AND SAUSAGE. & mg alumnae choir was promised BEEHOON. but what did everyone get? mac chicken without mayo and veggie. poor burger, so naked. had to put in our own mayo. and obviously that didn't fill tiffany's stomach :( but anyway, while i was hungry some dear sec2s were sad with the fact that the mac chicken had 13g of fat -.-

and then cherry started her nonsense. okay her nonsense was continuous. so yeah. from the reason why she dosen't want to go to NJ to how to find out whether she's happy or not

finally, the concert. for some reason everyone was freaking out backstage even though we were more or less prepared. and the funniest thing was that the people who were freaking out the most wasn't even playing the first piece. and so we were hugging each other and squeezing each other's hands? and jinhui/ahma was there flapping her arms telling us to relax. and the way she flapped and walked past the whole choir was really funny.

so overall everything was okay! :D cherry played really well for balm! yay. and williamtell was okay though my spasm can be better. i had no time to work it up :( and hungarian hahaha, i think i anyhow played for that anyhow part. but at least i didn't look like i was constipating for the spasm part yay :D

so we got high high again during the intermission! :D while stand by scgs kept looking at me and apparently i look like their ex chair? YAY I KNOW I AM SO POPULAR AHAHAHAHHA. but that was very weird. and the petty started molesting people o.O and rui and monica started being a train, in anticipation for choochoo. and i got so jealous of our sec4 photographers because they looked sooo comfortable in SCHOOL SHOES & SCHOOL UNIFORM x(

then syf songs. when the lights boomed on, WAH. i need not elaborate further. just ask any sec3 handbeller except for priscilla. but SYF PIECES WERE REALLY NICE! the nicest we ever played. the mart for the last note of shiny steps, char joanne and my marts for choochoo, and mrs aw did her part really well x) though the whole choir was literally laughing outloud on stage before and after she did it hahahahhaa. oh well, promise kept. :D

then scgs, cedar and alumnae. seeing alumnae play feels kinda sad cos i wanna play with them too! but anyway, their pieces were really good too. at least very good for a less than 7practices? somemore it was never full attendance. yup:D

ended with mass ringing, and YAY CHERRY WE DIDN'T SCREW UP! :DDDD though once again i seriously literally dived in to get the E3 :P


and then while waiting for the bus, we sang happy birthday song to cherie yay. happy birthday dear girl! :D



and then it all ended. and that's really sad ):


well what i learnt from all these? a lot of things actually. perseverance, teamwork, learning more about my juniors :D and discovering how mad they actually are, the sec4s ARE really leaving ):, and many more too i guess. one impt thing though too is that i guess i improved a lot? i wouldn't be able to play williamtell and hungarian last year, but i can now, so thats improving right? skills and all, yup and watching out a lot more for mrs aw and dynamics, putting more feel into the piece and all. and of course, learning to trust God in whatever circumstances :)

so here's a well done to everyone :D ah, you can see the well done stuff on the handbells blog haha.


yes and here's a thank you too to all the people who took the time to come down to watch! only during the first song did i realize that there were THAT many people i know watching. yes a special thank you especially to cheryl who still came in the end =))))) really didn't expect you to turn up! and david who rushed down after the barker carnival. didn't really expect you to be there as well haha. and i'm sorry i didn't see you! oh well, now we're quits cos you didn't see me at the carnival too though i walked past you manymany times at the tennis courts :P

and then to the oh so very distracting people (>_>), jasmine, simon and adena, lesley and antie grace:D, caroline, yan, family, ms or and ms cheong, er now i can't remember who else. oh yes jenny! :D wow your hair has grown hahaha. and she said i looked cute? errrrr. but anyway thanks so much for taking the time to come down! (((((: you're 20 now is it? or 19? haha i can't remember. but it was great fun in Japan with you :D i still remember when the handbellchoir06 gathered in your cool room to practice cos it had the cool light bulb!

now, ineed to start revising my homework and start on end year exams because of something. yeah and there's holiday tml whoohooo.


missing passione already ): and pictures will be up when i upload and get them! :D

BenHo
CarmenLim
CassieAng
CharmainePoh
CherleneKoo
ChermaineKoo
CherryFong
CherylOng
ClarissaLoo
DaniellaKoh
DianeOng
ElizabethChan
EnqiCheong
FayeChik
GailChong
GILLIANPECK!
GraceLee
HuiyingChee
IsabelLiu
JaneLua
JasminePhay
JeanieHue
Jenny
JieyiCheng
JoanneWong
JoanneLim
KeithChang
KennaAng
KimberlyNg
KrystleLee
lesley
Lipin#1
Lipin#2
LynnetteLee
MaweenYap
Melody
HANDBELLS:)
MichaelCheong
MichelleTang
MonicaLee
Nivia
RachelToh
PaulineYue
PheobeCheng
PriscillaChan#1
PriscillaChan#2 (xanga)
Retarded&co :)
RuijunChia
SarahLee
SarahSoon
SherilynChew
StaceyTan
StellaTan
SzewingChoi
TabithaTeo
TracyOng
Zhanghui
ZitengLim
ZhengKangChiong

MGHANDBELLCHOIR<3
training grp 2005
CD4
GA4 (i rmb, echooo!)
GA6 (those last days in training group[: )

some dinner at marina mandrin 17th Nov'05
Burong Kakak Tua
Broadway!
Yankee Doodle
When You Wish Upon a Star
CD4

Carolling @ Novena Sq 25th Nov'05
Deck the Halls :DD
Carol of the Bells
In Heaven the Bells are Ringing
Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer
A Merry Little Christmas
Jingle Bells Rock
Carol Fest something
DE5

Prefect's Installation 24th Jan'06
Song of Gladness (:
DE5

Chinese New Year concert
some disgusting piece ><
CD4

EXPRESSO! :DDD 31st March & 1st April '06
BALLADEE<3
GA67
Broadway
CD4

International Physics Olympiad dinner @ OCC 12th july '06
A Mighty Fortress (green chapel song!:D)
GA67
Rondo Passacaglia :DDD
CD4

Founder's Day 25th July '06
A Mighty Fortress <3
GA67

MGS Official Opening Ceramony 22nd July '06
Let All Things Our Creator Bless (red & white song!)
G3 & random bass notes

MUSICAL FROM EVE TO MARY :D 27th-29th July'06
Annunciation which had no nice tune hahah
AB5

President's Star Challenge 3rd Sept'06
Les Miserables!! :D
DE5

ngeeanncity performance. something i don't know what but with the string ensumble 20th Sept '06
Kiss The Girl ><
DE5
Burong Kakak Tua > B3
Rondo Passacaglia (:
BC45

NgeeAnnCity Performance: lightup of Orchard Road 11th Nov'06
In Heaven the Bells are Ringing
DE5
Carol of The Bells/God Bless Ye Merry Gentlemen
BC67
Joy to the World
BC67

JAPAN TRIPPP <3 :DDD 16th-23rd Nov'06
performances:
-Fukuoka Primary School
-some children's hospital
-mass ringing at the HRJ 30th Anniversary thingy
-Solo Concert representing Singapore at that conference thingy
-@ some Nagasaki Mayor's office (but it was in the park. i was asking where's the office i don't see it :D)
-some Methodist Secondary School in Nagasaki
-old folk's home (:

songs performed:
Hymn to Joy
CD67
WONDERFUL DAYYY :D
CD67
Saviour like a Shepherd Lead Us
AB5
Lonery/Lonely Goatherd
BC78
Shout to the Lord
AB5
A Mighty Fortress
GA67
Ronda Passacaglia
CD4, with some random bass notes to help jenny :D

Prefect's Installation 29th Jan '07
Psalm of Joy (:
GA4

SYF (GOLDDD) 23rd April'07
Shiny Steps
Choo Choo
BC45
:D

PASSIONE 30th June'07
Hymn to Joy
CD67
Williamtell Overture
GA67
Canon in D
DE5
Hungarian Dance No.5
CD67
There's a Balm in Gilead
AB5
Do Lord
CD4
Shiny Steps :DD
Choo Choo :DD
BC45
Mass Ringing: Meistersinger
D3D#3A3 PLUS A LOT OF CHERRY'S NOTES HAHA OUR SLOWMO THING! :DD
Postlude: Give Thanks (:
BC45

Founder's Day 25thJuly '07
Hymn to Joy :D
CD67

Methodist Staff Get Together 24th Aug'07
OUTBURST OF JOY :D
CD67!

Mr Tharman's visit to ulu pandan cc i think?
OURBURST OF JOY (((:
CD67

Prefect's Installation 21st Jan'08
Come, Now is the Time to Worship
CD67

Gaia Mania 14th March'08
Under The Sea:D
Aladdin medley:DD
GA67
El Condo Pasa
CD4

Zao An Ni Hao Campus Talk 16th April'08
Aladdin Medley:D
GA67

MG Symphony 08 20th July'08
Festive Psalm of Gladness
BC5
Pirates of the Carribean
CD67
In the Mood
FG5
Festive Dance Farandole
GA6
Symphonia on Hyfrydol (Yellow song :D)
AB5

Founder's Day 25th July'08
Symphonia on Hyfrydol
AB5

Prefect's Installation 4th Aug'08
Symphonia on Hyfrydol
AB5

the end.
Thank You, to every senior & junior that made my 4year journey so sweet & beautiful <3 may God be always honoured in this handbell choir thats so rightfully His.